It
is said that “A picture is worth a thousand words”. We use words to
express what we feel or what we need. However, when it comes to images
you don’t need words anymore.
The image is the one that can capture a
feeling: sadness or happiness. You become absorbed in the feelings that
live before you. The artist can make you feel sad or happy.
The artist
is the one that can and will play with your feelings, even if he or she
is not near you. Artists can do that by just creating a painting that
can change the way you feel only by looking at it. The free will inside
you is not so free anymore. The choice of what you should take is not
yours anymore. You are just a person at the crime scene, and you can’t
take your eyes from it. It is mesmerizing. In the same time, an artist
can make you sense what he is feeling.
Frida Kahlo is an artist
who could lay her feelings on canvas. She described with images what
she was going through since the accident on September 17th 1925. It was
the exact day of the Mexican independence. In the years that passed, she
described the accident by painting it. She also wrote:
“I sat on
the edge, near the descent. Moments later the bus was hit by a tram line
Xochimilco. The Tram crashed the bus on the corner of the street. It
was an odd blow. It wasn’t violent, but dull, slow, injuring everyone.
Especially I.” She suffered a triple fracture of the spine,
clavicle fracture, dislocation of left shoulder, triple fracture of
pelvis, abdomen and pelvis perforation and dislocation of her right leg.
Virtually, the accident stopped time for
Frida, who was, as she described in her memoirs, a wanderer.
The list health problems will continue throughout her life. However,
Frida is the worthy example of someone whose body is weak, but whose
interior is strongly. In the long days she had to wait to walk again
Frida made the first significant painting of her work, Self portrait in a Velvet Dress.
It is influenced by the Renaissance painters whom she studied with
passion during convalescence. Besides her work is represented by the
self-portraits, the only person she knew best so she could spread
feelings on canvas. She was the only person who could stand still long
enough that she could surprise even the most hidden feelings. People can
only see glimpses of the person you really are, but they can never look
within yourself to see your hidden thoughts.
Sometimes
even you cannot see the hidden part of you. I fell in love with Frida
not only for her original paintings, but because of the whole package,
her life. I think that you can’t understand the significance given by
the artist to his paintings if you don’t know his life. Because
Frida
lived in much of her life in bed in a room with four walls, her
paintings are full of solitude. We can see this by the fact that the
main character is placed in the middle of the paintings, all alone.
Sadness in the eyes of the character also surprises. She shows
loneliness and sadness as they are, without a curtain. The artist’s
suffering can be seen especially in the painting
The Broken Column,
made in 1944.
Admired in Frida is that for a moment, she did not hide
the sadness and suffering that had gone through her life.
Frida is for me a worthy artist. She wrote towards the end of her life
“I hope the exit is joyful, and I hope I never come back.”
Most people fear of death, but she would look right into its eyes. Perhaps the harsh and sincere reality of her paintings resonates so
much with the viewer precisely because it describes exactly what the
world feels: that we struggle alone with our own suffering.
Frida shows that you don’t need words
to reflect how you feel just as you don’t have to reveal your wound for
people to understand your pain. You only need a painting.